I wish I could blame this 200-lb. weight-of-weary on the fact that I have a job, but I can't. True, it's a bit tricky to prep lesson plans when I have no idea, really, what level the students are on...will they be utterly bored? Or will what I'm assuming they know be way,
waaay ahead of where they are? It should get better after this week. I
have done this before. I still have to go and dig out all of my props and flash cards and posters (well, not
all. Not the Christmas ones, anyway). They are somewhere in the (ominous music, please)...
garage.No, can't blame the weariness on Spanish. Perhaps some blame to be found in my procrastinating, which leads to late nights, which are unrelated to (yet coexistent with) not eating well, and being VERY grumpy. The father of lies doesn't have to work very hard when I am tired and hungry...I'm a pushover. I realized late this afternoon that I just needed someone to tell me something, anything that was true and good.
Something to break in. Driving home from dropping Pixie and friends off at an activity, I found myself just saying the words: "Jesus loves me. This I know...for the Bible tells me so....I am weak, and he is strong." True. and good.
OK, so besides this little sidetrack from lesson plans (home school, currently) to do a blog posting, I have also become smitten with someone else's blog.
Cakewrecks has nothing on
The Pioneer Woman. Don't say I didn't warn you! :)
So, there's some of the procrastinating. And I wasn't that hungry for lunch...maybe because Beth and R. came over and we finally made our Nile River cake. They live up the street and homeschool, too, and are doing the same era of history that we are this year, which is fun.
Here's the cake:

We had an issue with my Wilton "copper" dye turning out to be much more......salmon. I didn't realize how
pink it would be. We should have left the desert the plain cake. As soon as we added the pinkness, it looked more like an anatomy cake than a geography cake. We tried making it "sandy" with brown sugar. Alas, the "Red Lands" are pinky. And there's a waterfall into the Mediterranean. Whatever. Pixie and R. made mountains and pyramid out of sugar cubes with frosting...there's an idea. Sugar cubes
frosted with royal icing.

While Pixie, Bud and I walked Beth and R. to the door, Wombles got serious about plunging his hands into the Mediterranean sea. I walked back in to find him with two handfuls (well,
almost full) of blue frosting. And a little blue mouth.
I knew I should have taken a picture of that!
Anyway, lots of bits of frosting combined with sweet tea and leftover dessert from last night left me not-so-hungry. It was around 5:30pm when I realized that the whole super-irritable, grouchy afternoon I'd just spent was textbook why we DON'T let the kids have lots of sugar. (I am reminded of--was it Andree Seu who asked (in regard to TV and movies)--"When did we decide that only children are effected by what they see?" Similarly, when did we decide that adults don't sugar crash?? Ugh, was it UGLY this afternoon).
What am I trying to say? Hmmm. Maybe I'll trust this time that you can figure it out. Because, REALLY, I've got to get next week planned.
I will just take a moment to mention that I have a fabulous husband who
gets it.
And, Goooo Dawgs! I can't watch--why did you have to go and
CBS me? You know I only get ABC and NBC, plus Espn360 online. But I still hope you beat the tar out of LSU tomorrow.
Please, Notre Dame, Please don't fall apart against Washington.
OK, J says I need to GO TO BED. And I think he's probably right, lessons planned or no.